Of course, there are many beneficial uses of the internet (like this very blog, if you can excuse my blatant and unrestrained arrogance) such as social networking and the like, but I've recently been reminded of the wonderful opportunities for spiritual enrichment that can be found on the World Wide Web. As such, I've seen God in the internet. (Or, should I say, ON the internet?)
A few days ago, I was overwhelmed with the urge to pray a novena. I've never done so before on my own, and I was at a total loss. As is my first reaction to anything I don't know, I go straight to Google! I type, "Novenas." First hit is EWTN's site with a catalogue of at least fifty different novenas. Beyond all doubt, that is an amazing resource. With one click, I could see who the novena was to, some history about its origins or common circumstances under which it is prayed, and then the text of the prayer itself.
That minute detail (hah!) about the Catholic Church being universal is exceedingly plain here. When I think of all the people who have viewed these same pages as me, I almost feel that my prayers are strengthened by theirs. I'm sure they are, actually. The Community of Faith is so vast, and so powerful. It is humbling to realize that I am such a small part of something so great-- the Body of Christ.
I recall another instance in which I experienced community with other believers on the internet. I was in the eighth grade, and Pope John Paul II's health had taken a turn for the worst. I remember being exceedingly distraught, and spending a great deal of time talking with a close friend (she is Muslim, actually) about what an amazing and Holy man he was. My memory works in strange ways (I am embarrassingly forgetful) but I'll never forget her talking about how much her mother respected him for being the first Pope to enter a mosque.
So, in my pronounced interest, I somehow found my way to Catholic message boards (at three in the morning, no less) where there were ongoing online Rosaries for the Pope's sake. It was unreal. Hail Mary's were popping up from different people so quickly that you had to type fast to make it before it was time for the next decade. It was intense, and I felt alive. I didn't know any of these people, and I didn't have to. We were praying for the same thing, together, though they were many thousands of miles away from me. Beautiful, I think.
Thinking back to pre-Gutenberg times, people depended solely on the Religious to provide them with prayers and scripture. How lucky we are that we literally have all that at our fingertips at any given time. There is no end to the resources. I think it a shame that they are not utilized anywhere near as much as they should be. I suppose it can be a hard determination to make: "Hmm, Facebook, or looking up prayers?" I think we all know the former is the more common choice.
So, I guess I'll challenge you. I think it is safe to say that if you are reading this, you are probably a common internet user. Today, use it to deepen your faith-- look up a prayer, learn more about a saint, discuss Church doctrine, order religious books, -- anything, really to strengthen your faith, or if you don't have faith, then to learn about it. If you want, you can join me in my novena. (It's to Our Lady of Lourdes, by the by.) What ever you do, find some way to spend some time with God on the internet.
P.S. As a humorous addendum, when I first typed the title of this post, it was titled, "World Wild Worship." I didn't notice until I was about to publish the post. I suppose that in my weariness, the slightly homophonic nature of the two words threw me off. But hey, a little wild worship never hurt anyone, right?
2 comments:
Couple of things:
1. I am very, very glad to hear that you use all possible resources to grow closer to God. Good for you. But, I'm not sure if I can be empathetic in your joy of praying on the internet. Maybe it's just me being naive, but I don't think I can agree with you that the same effect is reached when 'praying' over the Internet as opposed to with someone in person. Although there is a community in a sense, that worldwide feeling of together-ness, I don't think it really feels as together as prayer should. The fact that you have to rapidly type out a prayer, and may not even get all prayers necessary *in* in time, says to me that not all focus is on the 'praying' of the prayer itself. That's why I have prayer in quotes. I don't think it would really be 'praying' in this instance so much as 'reciting'. I'd like to hear more about what you have to say on this matter.
2.I remember quite vividly when JP2 was falling ill. That was my 7th grade year, and if you remember your history curriculum from that year, that's the year when the typical ACS student learns about world religions. It just so happened that we went into our Catholicism unit just as the JP2 issue was becoming prevalent, and it also just so happened that I was the only Catholic in my ENTIRE history class. After watching one news clip during class about JP2, and a student asked me, "Hey, isn't he like, king of you Catholics or something?", and the teacher AGREED, it was decided (by the teacher AND her intern) that I would single-handedly teach the Catholicism unit. (I can't believe I haven't told you this! It was such a big deal to me! This was our Confirmation year!!) I know that was off-topic, but your mention of Pope John Paul II's health taking a turn for the worst reminded me that I had never shared that story with you. There you have it.
3. You really pray your novena to Our Lady of Lourdes? That's interesting. What made you choose that particular novena? Do they have a novena to Our Lady of Guadalupe? Again, maybe I'm just being naive, but I would have thought that you would have picked something.... well, something not French, that's for sure.
4. I can't say enough how much I love your writing. Even if I don't always agree, I just can't get enough of your writing. You're amazing. Write a book.
Well, when I wrote this, I didn't intend to imply that prayer through the internet is "better" or ideal. It shouldn't be substituted for normal private, or even shared prayer in person. But it is certainly an amazing supplement that most don't even realize is there. And that was the point I was trying to make through writing this: that the internet is not all bad, and does actually offer amazing resources and a chance for a vastly wide-spread community. I do not think I was merely "reciting" those prayers that night. They were heartfelt, and what was deepest was the INTENTION behind them, which in general, I tended to lack at that age when praying a rosary. It was one of the first times that I was able to dually focus on both the hail marys and WHY I was praying them (i.e., the intention behind them). But I totally understand where you are coming from.
That is awesome about the JPII stuff. I think his death really helped me to learn more about my faith, and to truly have a burning passion and love for it. And to "be not afraid." He was an amazing man.
And yes, I prayed the novena to Our Lady of Lourdes, because I felt she was well-tailored to the subject of my intention for the Novena. I spent a lot of time looking at the various Novenas, and hers was the one I knew I needed to pray. You should check out the Novena section on EWTN's website to learn more about them, it is very, very, very interesting!
Thank you for your comments!
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